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[13 Apr 2005|07:46am] |
1. I have gone snow tubing.
2. I have written a really, really angry song.
3. I have painted my fingernails black.
4. I have gotten multiple D’s on one report card.
5. I have watched every episode of at least one tv series.
6. I am a kung-fu master.
7. I cry for no apparent reason all the time.
8. I have a barfing problem.
9. I have broken my computer.
10. I go for over 3 days without bathing all the time. - Wilderness, anyone? Just that once, honest...
11. I have made out with my best friend.
12. I have discovered what happens when you put metal in the microwave.
13. I have beaten a video game the same day I bought it.
14. I know every word to at least two John Cusack movies.
15. I have broken my own heart.
16. I think crayons are the most fun things ever.
17. I think the current president is a shit-bag.
18. I have toilet-papered someone’s house.
19. I have dressed up as a condom for Halloween.
20. I can sing all the words to Queen’s “Bohemian Rhapsody” - Plus instrumentals.
21. I am afraid of answering the phone.
22. I believed in Santa Claus for over 10 years.
23. I aspire to be a construction worker.
24. I work at Burger King.
25. I have masturbated on the phone before.
26. I am allergic to peanuts.
27. I have been the lead in a play.
28. I can speak computer jargon fluently.
29. I have mastered the art of school-skipping.
30. I want to go to college outside of my home state.
31. I think my family is full of wackos.
32. I believe that there is a God.
33. I have a pet named after a fictional character.
34. I am the world’s biggest procrastinator.
35. The most important thing in my life right now is my boyfriend/girlfriend. - He probably thinks he is, but no.
36. I am addicted to livejournal quizzes
37. I have questioned my sexuality.
38. I have a foot fetish. - On occasion.
39. I have participated in a chick-on-chick brawl.
40. I have snorted cocaine. - I am a good kid, school administration. A damn good kid. I would never ever ever do that, so leave me alone.
41. When I don’t know the words to a song, I make them up myself.
42. I have lied to a complete stranger.
43. I realize that the high school social hierarchy is a waste of my time.
44. I listen to Christmas music year-round.
45. I have bought someone a really cool gift and ended up keeping it for myself.
46. I used to pee in the bed.
47. I can think of at least 5 people I would like to murder.
48. I saw the Sponge Bob movie and secretly like it.
49. I worry about things that don’t matter a lot.
50. I like my first name.
51. I spend more time on the computer than I do on anything else.
52. I know more than any person ever should about the characters of Boy Meets World.
53. I have written a story.
54. I have over a thousand songs downloaded onto my computer.
55. I have built a snowman and cried when he fell down.
56. I have friends in college that I miss very much.
57. My absolute best friend is a member of the opposite sex.
58. I own my own private island.
59. I have older siblings.
60. I am constantly being compared to other relatives.
61. I have stayed up all night with someone who was sick.
62. I have been in a wedding.
63. I have worn all black on Valentine’s Day.
64. I count the relationships I had in elementary school when someone asks me how many boyfriends/girlfriends I have had.
65. I have wished something horrible on another person.
66. I have survived a car crash.
67. I have painted a picture.
68. I would trust my friends with my life.
69. I am horrible at driving.
70. I have done things I am not proud of.
71. I drive myself insane.
72. I have dialed a phone number I found on the wall.
73. I get high on the weekends.
74. I have kissed a person the first day I met them.
75. I consider myself a “Born Again Virgin.”
76. I walk around my house naked. - When no one is there... why not?
77. I feel like I am out of control of my life.
78. The only conversations I have with my parents are screaming matches.
79. I have fallen wildly, passionately in love with someone the first time I saw them.
80. I know what the Booh-bahs are.
81. I have been in rehab. - Near hit and miss.
82. The first thing I notice about a person is how fat/skinny they are.
83. I have tried to commit suicide.
84. I read a lot of books.
85. The first thing I want to do when I get home is go back to bed.
86. Every day of my life I wish that something were different.
87. I have been sexually abused. - Teenage boys are crazy sometimes.
88. I firmly intend to abstain from sex until marriage.
89. I have argued my way into an R-rated movie.
90. I have been so moved by an act of kindness that it’s brought me to tears.
91. I have been scared out of my wits.
92. I have stolen something that was really expensive.
93. I have gone streaking.
94. I really do like to dance.
95. I watch internet porn on a regular basis. - Only with Joe and Jordan while watching football, heh.
96. I speak Ebonics better than I speak English.
97. I chew my food 26 times before swallowing.
98. I have gotten a free cd along with the cd I bought, and I liked the free cd better.
99. I cannot wait for something big to happen.
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[11 Apr 2005|11:10am] |
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In the words of Allison:
"We shold not have to live in fear of our school."
And fuck if I'm going to.
I've let this ruin my last few weeks, but I'm sick of being frightened and subdued. I've been locked up, verbally bashed, physically exhausted, emotionally wrecked, and tried the whole time to keep up a quick smile and a loud laugh, because there is no reason to spread all of this shit we're in. Did anyone see it? No. But fuck it. Fuck all of it. I am not going to wallow, and I am not going to fester. I've been violated- we all have. But we put it out there, we did the deeds, and now we've got to own up. Oh well, that's life.
It's spring. It's beautiful and warm, and those days were you can just lay in the grass at noon and feel the sun on your skin are fianlly back again, and I'm not going to let this ruin it for me. I hate angst. I hate angsty teenagers. And I'm not going to be one of them. It's fucking gorgeous outside, and the fact that we can drive around with the windows down and the music turned all the way up is way more than enough to keep me happy.
Anyone who's feeling depressed, lonely, or left behind, I suggest you go outside. I suggest you sit down on the sun warmed street and look at how fucking blue the sky is, and realize how damn good we have it. Because we all have it damn good.
Just smile. It will make you feel better.
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[05 Apr 2005|07:55am] |
Well, life goes on.
Bye folks.
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| FANFIC |
[03 Aug 2004|03:13am] |
AN- Inspired by Noldor, a song from Blind Guardian's album Nightfall In Middle-Earth. I'm aware that it doesn't make much sense, but it sort of fell from my fingers.
DISCLAIMER- The people, the places, the genius all belongs to Tolkein. Only the typos are mine.
( Glory, Feanorian. )
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[03 Aug 2004|02:01am] |
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Been messing about in photoshop a bit today. Here's what I came up with.
( Gwaphix. )
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[02 Aug 2004|05:51pm] |
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High-yaing From Soul Calibur II |
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Spent the night at Katharine's, Lauren stayed because her mom had a fit and refused to come down and get her. Went up to Howies and then had conversations at the school basically revolving around sex and obsessions. *cough*Vinny!*cough* Didn't get to sleep until around 4:30-5 o'clock in the morning.
Tommy is fighting a pair of legs in Soul Calibur II... I'd do nightmare, despite his having a giant mutant lizardy arm thing. He's a fox.
And my gods.. Gigli is a HORRIBLE movie. Haha, it was just.. terrible. Made my soul happy to watch.
I'm off to play about in photoshop and rp... the only things I ever do.
( Inspired it. *points to icon* )
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[01 Aug 2004|07:30pm] |
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Oh, and PS: My wish list at Urban Outfitters is like.. a billion pages long. Heart school shopping!
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[01 Aug 2004|07:03pm] |
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Long time no update... Too long.
New layout, as you can see. Just.. simple. Two new icons as well.
My summer has been... Boring, in some parts, but completley and totally awesome in others. Myrtle Beach was a dash and a half, as was the 4th, but one of the best things has been that Lauren and Katharine made up yesterday. All three of us went to Somerset today, I purchased some super cool rock star sunglasses, and we had make-up chinese. It was the first time we've al been able to do something together for a long time. If only Megan wasn't still pissed at Lauren it would have been perfect.
Saw a really hot guy in Rolling Stones tee with long hair that I wanted to jump. We were both wearing out sunglasses, and exhanged looks as we passed on the skywalk. *fans self*
Katharine also got checked out by three creepy old Italian men. Fun fun.
And omfgz, I love The Darkness. And the Stones. And Led Zepplin. *lick*
I miss yous guys.
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[11 Jul 2004|03:25pm] |
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I love summer.
I love the game of the year edition of Morrowind.
I love the internet.
I love Colin Firth.
And I love you.
<3
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[09 Jul 2004|09:05pm] |
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( You Know You're a 90's Child When... )
Well, that was... sad. But increadibly entertaining at the same time.
( And edit. )
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[05 Jul 2004|03:14pm] |
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My family is the freakin' shit. I don't care how cool you are, we're cooler.
We went up to Lake Windover where we own three cottages, including Bob and Shelia's new, very pretty sudo-cottage. Collectivley we have five jet skis, a speedboat, two paddle boats, and a pontoon boat. Not to mention our own little stretch of beach. T'was very much fun. A weekend full of Cat Stevens, bonfires, fireworks, Trivial Pursuit (at which the men kicked the womens' asses), Ben making up songs, swimming, jet-skiing, practical jokes, The Rolling Stones, thoughtful analyzation of poetry (Never get Russ, Grandpa, and I together with a Walt Whitman book), and, of couse, beer. Lots and lots of beer.
We had three birthdays to celebrate, which meant a lot of Aunt Mary's excellent cake. Plus I got to sleep in the loft of Dee's cabin. Ben skiied barefoot, because he's cool like that an on the U of M waterski team. I got a better tan. It wsa just... awesome. Plus we had a mexican style fiesta complete with self-stuffed pinata.
On the 4th it was rainy on and off, so we stayed inside and loafed, went to the Depot, and played cards and Trivial Pursuit. The day before Aaron and Susi had suprised us by showing up, with fireworks. So we had lots and lots of fireworks to set off. It was hilarious watching Ben and Aaron just have a field day with them. The people across the lake outdid us though. Noobs.
Pictures and a report on the even more awesome Myrtle Beach roadtrip later.
(B-double e-double r-u-n! Beer Run! Beer run!)
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[13 Jun 2004|05:14pm] |
| How to make a eye_for_eye |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
3 parts brilliance
1 part beauty |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little fitness if desired! |
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[12 Jun 2004|07:07pm] |
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Uh.. YEAH.
My feet are dirty, but damn it all, I'm a dash and a half.
Everyone is a dash and a half right now.
Let's all have sex. Kay?
Kay.
( Thanks. )
Yeah, but I'm a level 63 Barbarian in Morrowind. Zip, boom, bonjour!
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[09 Jun 2004|10:38am] |
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Who are people so hard to deal with?
I go into Buschemis to get lunch on Monday, and the guy working there tries to put the moves one me. I'm thinking "Hey, dude, you're 25. I'm 15." But despite that he asks me for my number. I write down 13 on his hand and he laughs. I come in the next day, he does it again. Again I write down 13. And today I go in and he looks all grumpy and asks me why I won't give him my number. I felt bad... Until he called me a bitch. That pissed me off.
Rawr. Oh well. Screw people.
Roadtrip next weekend! I'm so essited. *dances*
And dmn it all it's hot!!
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[06 Jun 2004|12:21pm] |
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( Yes!! )
If only, if only.
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[05 Jun 2004|10:46am] |
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Feeling much better.
Had the most awesome time at the Degrassi party last night (even though the new episode was all about Emma, uck). Katharine, Megan, Channing, and I had a partay. We walked around, played on the school playground (swings!), plus I got an orange-push up pop. Rock.
Oh and... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!!!!!!!
Yeah, dinner tonight at MBBQ is going to be the shit, plus I'm going clothes shopping with the birthday girl this afternoon.
I feel like going to Royal Oak... Or maybe Ann Arbor. Hmm...
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[05 Jun 2004|12:57am] |
Sometimes it hurts...
But most o the time, it doesn't.
It's not so bad.
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[02 Jun 2004|09:08am] |
GOODBYE SCHOOL, I'M DONE LIKE MJ'S CAREER!!!!!
WOO!!!
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